Week 28 - Fat Lady Warms Up, Gets a Good Hiding
Another good week under the belt…
Same old same old, getting a bit boring really. Apart from one bad day had a great week, working, training and everything else all been spot on. Its all part of my new improved plan I think. The temptation on treatment is to concentrate on just getting through, that doesn’t appeal to my tendency towards the obsessive. What I’m looking to do is to come through treatment with flying colours, fitter, faster and stronger than I was before, thats an aim I can get motivated for.
Still waiting for my actual viral load numbers from 4 weeks ago, which I have to be honest about makes me very, very angry. It doesn’t help that I have a meeting with my consultant on Monday to discuss treatment options, a major part of that would be my current viral load. Somebody [that somebody would be me] took their eye of the ball and allowed this situation to develop, it will stop right here though.
Spoke to my back-up nurse today, regular nurse is off, who intimated that my consultant was “uming and ahhing” a bit about my treatment direction. Now its probably nothing but misinterpretation but has made me focus on Mondays meeting, a weekend of work and research lies ahead. Remember, train hard fight easy not the other way round and if you hear the fat lady start to warm up….smack her straight in the mouth.
This weeks inspiration, should you choose to accept it…
“In regard to self-discipline you need to be your own tyrant”
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BTW Remembered my sisters Birthday this week, first time in 40 years!
Keep the faith, kill the virus.